I guess you’re going to have times where all you want to do is curl up under your duvet, hide and cry. And I guess tonight is one of those times. I’m not sure why I feel this way but it’s a feeling I can’t seem to fight away.
I don’t have much to write today. I’ve felt tired and I’ve been experiencing bad stomach and chest cramps; to be honest I’m just not feeling too great, mentally or physically.
I did however, get a chance to read through all of the lovely messages I’ve been sent. I must apologise if you haven’t had a reply. I will get there, I’m just finding it emotional, as many of you have opened up to me and trusted me with your stories. For this I am forever grateful and it is a truly wonderful feeling knowing others feel comfortable enough to talk to me. With your messages comes great responsibility, and I would like to take time to reply to each with the same time and effort you gave me. So please be patient with me!
Recently, writing has seemed to be my only route towards opening up, it’s become very therapeutic for me. I hope you’ll all continue to follow and support me in my journey, and I hope to meet some more wonderful people, who can help me spread awareness of IBD and mental health.
Thank you xxx